It's sad for me, but in the end I know that this thing must end someday. Now, I can't even think a things. What should I do now, what should I have to do next, and what will happens then.
God please help me, should I end this? This joy? This happiness? This comfort zone?
I'm just thinking, what if... what if... but still I can't go on... You know and I know, that if u want to go forward, erase "IF" from your head...
Not knowing from the first maybe it's a great decision.